Extracted lab report on love

Finish reading a friend's blog......... her level of English overwhelmed me ( I think she beat tse hwei, mind you she is a chinese ed. ) but she posted quite a number of emo blog relating to matter none other than love. *sigh*

After stopping by a few bloggers' blog. I made a conclusion. Perhaps not, a hypothesis instead. I will leave the conclusion part to you.

Findings:
1) Gender: Male and Female
2) Age: 16 to late 20 ( some below 16 )
3) Content of post: Bug by love bugs
4) Feeling: overjoy and oversad

Hypothesis: Most and more youngster are indulging into relationship matter at a much younger age and thus leaving them a major impact in life.

Conclusion: ( Fill in yourself )

Ok, I am done with my lab report. Extracted one. That is why so short. =p

Peoples are getting more and more aware of relationship matter. It's not a bad thing neither it's a good thing. It depends on the subject matter of each situation. It is abstract, can't touch, can't taste, can't smell but can see and hear. Many pals of my age has tasted the sweetness and bitterness of getting into a relationship. I hope they know what they are doing. If it is pure, holy, sincere and genuine one, I send them my blessing and wishes of happiness. If it is with bad intention, I think that is just too childish.

My friends begin to have 'deep meditation' on this matter. It was not a wasted time and effort of meditation. They got it right! I can see eye too eye with them in this matter. They view about marriage, love and even death. It is such a mature thoughts and views.

Friends around me were bug with love bugs, it doesn't matter they are heading a right or wrong direction, the question now is, why is it that I am not in a situation as they are in? Am I abnormal? I have not experience any brain cracking boy girl relationship issues as theirs. Or........ I am senseless?

No! I am not! My answer is simple. I surrender it to God. God writes the script and He directs, I act it out. God the director, me the actor. Wouldn't a movie look messy without a proper story line? Worst still when there is no one to guide. I had a few impromptu sketches. I must say that it was absolutely hilarious. However, imagine when you screen it on a cinema. The audience will start to mock, curse and swear for the inferior quality of the movie. Nonsense! So, same goes with me. Why would I want to live a life full of mocking, cursing and swearing where in fact I can have one that I am sure under God's proper guidance, will produce a much better quality? I realized that the only way to get rid of unnecessary boy girl relationship problems or thoughts is to get your relationship right with God. When we understand the Father's hearts, we know what pleases Him and what displease Him. It is never easy to fully understand our heavenly Father due to lack of knowledge in us. But it is not impossible, our Father loves us up to the point of sacrificing His own son on the cross. So do you think He will leave us alone in confusion? No. As long as we search Him wholeheartedly, he will reveal Himself to us.

With this, I dare to say that I totally count on God to direct my life. Especially in this particular area of relationship where many questions, uncertainty, doubts and confusion come into place.

God, I'll let you write the script and direct me.






p/s: I am not in an emo state. As I said this is a lab report. Please do not make any wrongful assumptions.

April's fool

"Sherene can you help me to pick up my eraser?"
"Ok, where?"
"There!"
"Where got?"
"April's fool!"

=.="

I got fooled!

What will you do when you are under stressed?
Looking back, the moment where I am stressed out, the first thing I do was to EAT!!!
Effect: put on weight? Yes, tremendously, in form 3.
After eating, comes yelling, sleeps and bathes.

Where is the part for work out? None!
Where is the part where I cast my burden on the Lord? Not that easy!

Why am I fooling myself? I have many ways to de-stress. Why it that I choose to hurt myself? Making myself look ugly? Giving people a bad outlook about me? Allowing the feeling of stress to get over me? And moving downwards, and down, and down, and down.......

As the day of crucifixion is approaching, what does Jesus do? Eats, yells, sleeps and bathes like me? He didn't. He went to a place called Gethsemane, with his disciples. Taking Peter, James and John with him, he fell to his knees and prayed. Crying to God our Father, to remove the sorrow to the point of death and to be able to fulfill his will.

Such a great example has been laid down before me. Why am I hardening my heart to even bother it? Why am I still living in bondage of stress when I have the freedom to live a stress-free live? Why! Why! Why!

I want to get myself out of it!

My friend told me that the word "stressed", if spelling backwardly, it spells "desserts". The greater the stress, the sweeter the desserts!

I'd rather get some cool, tasty, colorful desserts than getting fat, yells, sleeps and bathes for nothing.

1Pe 5:7 Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you.