Monday, July 21, 2008

Through the sun and rain

Past week has been a ....... one.

Sunday: All seats taken up in church. One family and lots of JPA student from Kolej Teknologi Timur joined us in breaking of bread. And the topic was Assembly and church practice for the hole month of July. The sub-topic was headship and head covering. Fantastic! All praise goes to God. It is a commandment not conviction! And Cog again prove me right and need no more doubt on this matter. A grounded knowledge based speaker, Mr. Chew Eng Huat. I managed to catch him to clarify other issue as well. Then we proceed from there to Dengkil to have farewell lunch. Han fei, a friendly and humble China student will leave us and start his career life. God bless! As soon as I reached my room, I felt exhausted. I was so tempted to my 'bed of roses' but if i do that right after heavy lunch, the consequences is.... So I chat with a friend of my in other land on msn. I had a fruitful and edifying chat with him on msn for the whole of last week. I almost fell asleep at 6 pm where my cg member asked our group out for dinner. There we go, care group dinner. I thanked God for the another fruitful conversation that we managed to have together and encourage one another to be a student of God's word. The time showed 8:25 pm. I have 'Futsal for all' committee meeting at 8:30 pm. So off my cg leader with me to this meeting. This event was not organized by CF but the uni. Immediately after the wu liao meeting has ended, I get back to my room. I was dead tired! When I've finished cleaning up and was about to walk out the toilet. My neighbor who are staying opposite if my room came to stopped me to asked me to teach her some financial homework! Gosh! I have not wash my clothe ans it was 1 am. The FOC tuition ended at 1:45 am. Argh! My eyes could o longer take it anymore! I rushed to pantry area to do my laundry. Finally I fell into a deep deep sleep at 2 am. I have 8 am class everyday!!!

Monday: Classes went on as normal. It was raining so no captain ball. I worked on the video presentation that is supposed to be presented on last day of CF meeting which is 2 weeks away for this period. With my cacat-ed knowledge and newbie in doing such presentation, I finish 80% of it at 1:45 am. My eyes!!!! Sleep~~~~

Tuesday: I missed 8 am class today! My eyes! My body! My brain! Man! 8 am! Guilty! So I turned emo. I flipped the Bible and devotional material. Job 3:26 --> I have no peace, no quietness. I have no rest, but only turmoil. I read and prayed with only a little sunlight that shone in. I asked God to preserve me and to lift me up. So I went off to the next class. I met up with 2 of CF members to discuss further about CF meeting for final week of CF meeting at 6 pm. Thanked God they were helpful people. After bathe time and dinner, I continued with the remaining 20%. Then, a mechanical engineering friend of my ask me a favor to help him in his project-business plan. I agree to help after knowing that I am only required to fill in the figure for the given not fully financial statement. I estimated that i would only need one hour to complete it. When I was about to start doing it, my hand phone message tone alerted me. It was a message from futsal's advisor asking the committee to meet at 10 pm for an emergency meeting. What? Ok, then. I went over wanting to finish up fast. It was just numbering the tag and final instructions for tomorrow. However, the time showed 11.30 pm. No way! I requested to leave. I suddenly came into an 100 meters track and ran as fast as I could to my room. I started filling up the figure in the statement at 11.40 pm or so. I was working hard on it until I realized that I have actually underestimated the time that I need to finish it. I was not sure about certain stuff and so does him. In the end, he said that there is not much time and just do whatever that seems correct. That was the weirdest cash flow that I have ever done in my entire life. After sending over the file to him, some inside thought came to me, ' are you sure you are helping him or killing him?' I stumbled at this thought. Well, I was really tired to even think of the solution. I fell into pig sleep the next moment at 4 am! Nevertheless, I have been given the 'heroine' title after that day. =)

Wednesday: 8 am! Class! Only my physical self was there. I catched up with my sleep whenever there is a break. It was 5 pm. All committee members are supposed to meet there and it ended up 80% of the committee flied kites! I would said that at the beginning the whole thing was at mess. Task was not being delegates well and the event was delayed for 1 hour. I went off to CF half way through it since there was nothing much for me to be done. Continue to be a dummy ? Neh, I'd rather go get spiritual food. How nice to take off and go to CF. I've been blessed during the meeting. After that, I went back to my duty side with a joyful heart. Dinner time! We tabao-ed burger for dinner at 11 pm. Everyone is tired now except for the players. The climax of the tournament was not the match itself but the sudden appearance of officer. She claimed that procedure wasn't properly carried out. Without light, there would be darkness. That was what happening. She gave us time limit up to 12 am. So whether we managed to finish or not, the light will be turn off. And we didn't manage to. Good thing the players were fine with it. Clean up. Reached my room at 1:++. Clean myself up. Sleep~~~

Thursday: I missed 8 am class! Again! NO WAY! This is the last time. I am surrounded by clouds of guiltiness. FFA is still on. But I am only coming in during closing ceremony. We agreed yesterday that those who did not turn up will be on duty today. So I went off to prayer meeting. Later on, 2 of my buddies came along during prayer meeting. They 'skip' for a while as prayer meeting is more edifying rather than sitting by the futsal court and doing nothing. I made new friends. JPA student. Girl. How I wish I am as young as them. Everybody pampers them. Finally, the time come and I have to keep my promise on attending the closing ceremony. I thanked God that today ended early. Miraculously before 12 am! Sleep~~~

Friday: I feel so drain out. I was quiet during cg time, not much contribution from me. I am going home today. The only motivation that keeps my eyes barely open was to get on the bus and sleep. A good Samaritan offered to give me a lift to KTM station. Hmmm.... Not really a lift actually, because they stop by to eat cendol beside KTM. I bid farewell. Here I come terminal 1 ( bus station )at 4.20 pm! I went to transnational counter as usual and I saw the word 'HABIS'. No more ticket for today! I went to look for second company. Same! Oh, man! How to go home? No ticket at all! I felt disappointed and decided to go back inti and come back again tomorrow. Just in time, I heard a guy shouted 'MELAKA! MELAKA! MELAKA!' It's melaka, not merdeka! He said there is spare bus. However, the price is 2 times more expensive than usual! It leaves me no choice expect to pay for that price. The bus will only depart at 6 pm. Where else to go? It is none other than terminal 1 shopping mall. I plan to buy newspaper and find a place to sit. The 'joker' made me walk around the mall and find nothing. I gave up! I went to McDonald to rest and bought an apple pie. Then, sms some friends to kill time and bored-ness. When the time is 5.30 pm, I walk back to the station where I saw my roomie at the entrance. I was so happy that I met someone. The bus came at 6.25 pm, Malaysian timing. Double decker though. 1st time. I was surrounded by men in the bus, as in my sit number. Who cares? I am now dead tired. Sleep~~~ Yahoo!!! Malacca! I have trouble in buying ticket back to seremban now. 90% of the ticket were all sold out. People nowadays rely on public transport? Oil price is the cause? Managed to bought it in the end. Satay celup! Go! Go! GO! Family dinner. I break my own record by eating 18 sticks of satay celup. =) I went back home with a happy mood where my father asked: 'Who wants to eat durian?' I eat some more, at 11 pm. My day ended at 1.30 pm. It has been a long day!

Saturday: Basically I talked the whole day. I decided to go to YP. Since I never attended it for quite sometime. I feel church once again. Still continue talking. Saturday is always a family day. We went to Mahkota Parede to shop for high heels and my father suddenly said: 'You see? Last time I asked you to jump and you don't want to listen. Now have to wear high heel.' I -.-'. I bought a 3 inches high heels and i became from the shortest in my family to the tallest for a few minutes. 50%. One our way back home, it was supper jammed!

Sunday: Never go church today. A few family went to my dearly aunt graveyard to 'put flower'. No emo emo through out the whole thing. We continued by having branch, food was always nice. I went back with sis at 12.30 pm. Here it goes, a new week start and many challenges is awaiting as well.

Despite of everything, I am thankful and grateful that God loves me! =)

* pls ignore all the silly grammar mistake. too long to check through again.