A dead end I see when I study F5.
A ray of hope I see in F6, F7 and F9 if I do not study F5.
Ignore F5?
It will be a forever dead end then.
Study F5?
It shatters the hope of F6, F7 and F9.
I'm clueless in F5.
Lord, teach me!

No mood to study.
I know I should be working very hard now as exam is very near.
I've just wasted today.
It has been an idle day.
I really do not have the desire for book for the whole day.
The fire has die down.
I want to go home.
But could I ever face my family with this kind of result?
I feel what I felt during preparation for SPM.
Nothing seems to stay in my mind.
No input can be detected.
Study but knowing that the result is .....
No, I cannot afford to see the F word in my result slip anymore.
Where has my faith gone to?
Fear has overtake faith.
Father, take over!
I do not know how to help myself anymore.