Erm....err...
I never really touch much on F5 and F7.
Yucks!
Because I'm right here blogging.
Ooo....
Had nightmare for the past 2 days. All the scenes from violent, bloody, gory and horror movie become alive!
Watch Jumaji? Ya, like that. Everything just popped out.
*pop*
My fellow soldier, including me are getting exhausted over this war.
Hold on people! Hold on sherene!
Just a few days more to fight this war and we are free from bondage.
Temporarily...
So at the moment, no matter how is the weather like, we have to chiong ar!!!
Everyone has changed their facebook status from bad to worst!
Eg1. Study hard hard, die hard hard!
Eg2. xxx is down, audit win liao!
and many more....
For me, I've set it as: "Sherene is in a faith vs fear battle! Who will win?"
Pek check aura is indeed arising!
We are not greedy at all. All that we want is just to pass.
Yes, just a pass will do.

A dead end I see when I study F5.
A ray of hope I see in F6, F7 and F9 if I do not study F5.
Ignore F5?
It will be a forever dead end then.
Study F5?
It shatters the hope of F6, F7 and F9.
I'm clueless in F5.
Lord, teach me!

No mood to study.
I know I should be working very hard now as exam is very near.
I've just wasted today.
It has been an idle day.
I really do not have the desire for book for the whole day.
The fire has die down.
I want to go home.
But could I ever face my family with this kind of result?
I feel what I felt during preparation for SPM.
Nothing seems to stay in my mind.
No input can be detected.
Study but knowing that the result is .....
No, I cannot afford to see the F word in my result slip anymore.
Where has my faith gone to?
Fear has overtake faith.
Father, take over!
I do not know how to help myself anymore.

Evangelists

I'm having my break time from studying..... and I'm on my roommate's laptop.

I choose to pen down something edifying rather than some " for the sake of updating " entry.

I must admit that I'm lacking in the area of evangelists recently. My friends do ask about my christian faith. The answers that I gave, was just a surface one. I used lots of illustrations but fail to convey the real message. Could it be it is not the time to tell them yet? When would be the right time then?

Philip the evangelists. That was the message that was being shared on the pulpit yesterday. I took it home as any other message, without any superb transformation happened in me.

However, in my own still and quiet time with God in the afternoon, God directed me to two passages that speak of this matter, so ever clearly.

2 Timothy 4:2
.......speak of the gospel, in season and out of season.....

Ezekiel 3:18
.....did not warn them.........hold you accountable for his blood.......

Then I continued reading the book that I've been reading, Purpose Driven Life.
( yea, I know I'm out-dated )

It is stated that Mat 28:19 as the Great Commission; not the Great Suggestion.

A lost soul is just beside me. So close. I believe God gave her to me.

Go, sherene! Do great things for God.

Selah

Amidst of challenges, God is there.
Amidst of challenges of challenges, God is still there.
God never says that we will feel Him all the time, though we ought to but we fail at times.
He promised that He will be there whether we feel His presence or not.

I believe so, God.

I am taking it down one by one.
With much lessons of faith.

You shut the door but You open the window. ( thanks vivien. )
For You are merciful.

I ask of your continuous help to be upon me in order to help others.
I ask of your continuous blessing to be upon me in order to bless others.

I'm ok.
Just pausing for a moment to think and reflect.
Selah.
And I realize how good God has been to me.

RM 50.00

There is a camp called Leadership Training Camp. Organized by the student government board of INTI-UC. Registration form came as early as last month. This camp will be held this weekend @ Sepang Gold Coast. I've been to that place. Beside the almost polluted sea water, the scenery was fine. The taukeh of this place is a developer from Bangsar Gospel Center. For those who are interested, kindly look for this guy for advance booking. When I first heard of it, I was reluctant to go. Up till today, I am still reluctant. It said that preferably top 4 of each club sign up and minimum one representative from each club. I check into my calendar, there is a full list of places to travel to every weekend. Not to shop but to settle stuff. My mom said that I'm a busy woman because I cannot stay longer at home. I know. I admit. How I wish I have a month of holiday which is not possible in my course of studying. Anyway, the fee for this camp is RM 50.00. I can escape from paying out this money if I choose not to go. In the end, sherene is not going.

On hari raya eve, I took out my ID. A jogging-mate of mine told me to being ID out in case the guard check on our ID when we walk into hostel later. After a good long bath that night, I remembered bringing out my ID just now. I searched high and low for it and couldn't find it. Argh! I even called my friend to check whether I left it in her car. Still negative. No sign of my ID. Make a new ID??? It costs RM 50.00!

No option. RM 50.00 have to be paid out. A replacement of IC is still cheaper compared to replacement of ID. Lost of IC for first time, the fine is RM 30.00. Inti straight away charge flat rate of RM 50.00. No wonder the phrase "I love Inti, Inti loves my money." is such a cliches among the student here. Tak kena maka tak tahu!

A clumsy me dropped my purse this afternoon I think. My ID almost dropped out. -.-' but from a different compartment! Weird! I do not place my ID there. Whatever is it, I picked up my purse and headed to my destination.

I took out my purse again 10 minutes ago. I found 2 IDs in it. -_________-'''

What could this incident mean? Sign up for the camp? Be careful of where I keep my card?

>.<

T_T

I am not rich ok?

Inti CF Committee Retreat Sept 2008

Reasons for posting this post:

• Thanks to Gary who blogged about his cf committee retreat. I got a slap for not blogging about mine. inti cf cannot lose to mmu cyber cf.

• It's raya tomorrow. Most of the people here has gone home ages ago. Me still here??? Well done, acca! However, the connection here is very much faster than before. Be thankful that those gamers are not here to hoard the line.

Date: 05/09/2008 ( Fri ) to 07/09/2008 ( Sun )
Venue: Oasis Youth Center, Subang Jaya.
Purpose: Bonding, planning of event for the Sept semester and relax.

We celebrated one of our committee 21st birthday. On Friday night.

They are twins.
My first pair of nonidentical same sex twins friends. =)
The one in spectacles is the committee.

We celebrated their birthday here. Ahem, sorry papa and mami.

After dinner, some went k.o.


Saturday......

Breakfast.

Then we peeped into inti subang, opposite the place we were staying.

Level 8.

Thereafter, it was a fun oriented afternoon in our chairperson's house. Just a stone throw away. ^.^

Guys played twister.

He is on our chairperson's lil brother.

The other way round. Lol.

... ...

Game of life.

An auspicious and mouth watering Indian style lunch prepared by chairperson's mom.

Game over. Meeting start now.

Stressed up.

High-ed up. ( spinning on the floor )

The Lord's servant

Chairperson cum cg leader
( driver for this retreat :p )

Vice chairperson cum cg leader

Secretary ( bad hair day)

Treasurer cum cg leader

Worship Coordinator
( he is away for this semester due to industrial training )

Asst. Worship Coordinator

Publicity

Care group leader
( again the one in spectacles )

~In loving memory~

Not forgetting, a FES staff, who patiently bear with us throughout the whole retreat.

Chun Chung

God has His reason to put me with this bunged of people to serve Him in cf. I appreciated each of them. They are truly a blessing to my life. =)

Finished bla-ing.... Can sleep now. I have not packed yet!!!!! Going home tomorrow for ketupat!