Little by little.

Step by step.

The Ultimate and Almighty one is here.
Just move it.

^^v

-What if sometimes you feel weird for no apparent reason?-

-I feel weird.-

-Weird.-

Darkness creeps in at night

Came back from some unsatisfied dinner and my room was in darkness. o.o

Someone said this: 'Quantity is more important than quality.'
Referring to food here. Sorry, I'm not going to support this.

That is because my roommate and me never turn on the light before we went out.
Hey, but I went out first before her. :P

I turned on the light but it gave a dim light. It flickered a few times. Then it dies off. Leaving two orange/brownish light at the two end.
Everything in my room is startlingly darker by one tone, maybe more.

I thought of going out from my room to common room to do revision, which means an open area in inti uc to study. It is not a good choice because common room = pasar malam.

Next time, I'll captured the pasar malam moment!!!

Hmm... Maybe I should just ignore the darker side of my room and carry on with my revision.

Cannot la...

Not enough lighting. I feel sleepy.

Grrr....

So here am I blogging about a dead florescent light instead of doing revision. Dang!

1 on, 1 off.

Gonna call technician to fix it tomorrow and I shall see the light and be enlightened.

Take it on with God

Previous post 'it happens' is a past right now.

I can take it on with the love of God that is grounded me all the time.

Smile at all time, specially when times are bad.

Like this,

All got fascinated by 2 blue star.
-__-'''

It happens

One word.
Anger.
My limit is up.
I am busy too.

The urge of yelling out like a crazy woman is tempting.
But I cannot utter this out.
It would not be a sensible act.
It will look literally barbarian.

Practice love.
The more I love others, the more it requires out of me.
As though multitude of crowds fight to drink from an oasis.
Till it dries up.
Same goes to kindness.

Selfishness? Judgmental? Unsympathetic? Too high expectation?
I do not know.
I've tried my best to perform.
Yet, it makes no different.

Father, guides.

Courage (50th post)

As you approach the tough decisions that will challenge you, recognize these truths about courage:

1. Courage begins with an inward battle. Courage isn't an absence of fear. It's doing what you are afraid to do.

2. Courage is making things right, not just smoothing them over. Martin Luther King, Jr. said, "The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy."

3. Your life expands in proportion to your courage. Roman historian Tacitus said, "The desire for safety stands against every great and noble enterprise." But courage opens doors, and that's one of its most wonderful benefits.

EQUIP

"Do not fear" appears in the Bible 360 times. Yes, sherene. Do not fear!

As I approach the future, I'm actually excited about it. But there are still fear in me. It will always be there. It serves as an irremovable thorn in me. A reminder for me to remain in God.

2 Corinthians 12:9
And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

A thoughtful 50th post. ^^

Half curse

Awaken by alarm clock at 9 am. However, my body couldn't be lifted up from the bed. I lied down with eyes open big for one hour. Then I sat at the edge of the bed, hugging my bolster for half an hour or so and still under the curse of a spell name sluggishness. Then I prayed, as usual. It's a good start to start off a day. Yea, prayer worked. The spell got 'cast out'. So here am I blogging. Anyone catch the point? It means, I have not bathed, brushed teeth, make bed and breakfast. It's 11.30 am right now. XD

Lotsa unfinished work to be completed! Sien...

All I want is a chill out on saturday.

Question: Should I make my blog public?